mizerný dny

ouekk. woap.’ hiwgig.

anywhere i go i see these things. insignificant, unimportant.

dial’s turned up to destroy everything.

- then we come to become a simple metaphor

ive felt this song for 5 years now.

ive read these words now for 4.

ive replaced everything around me for the best.

ive turned into an auctioneer.

so i bid goodbye for today, and open sales tomorrow.

- then we open up.

mizerný dny when we feel lifeless

getting my mac!!!

its the white entry level macbook, no pro but same diff anyways!!

a clock old fashioned remodeled to fix seconds

scoping the room, the aperture is modified too.

the lens flares upwards highlighting the stars and the sun

what if you could watch the sunrise in reverse, in time lapse in real life. what if one day the sun did seem to be yellow, and half the size of the sky?

notmybestchoice: i want you to get me bby
notmybestchoice: put on some layers bby
xobsidienx: okay. i will bby i'll be there in a little bit. i love you :[
xobsidienx: && i miss you, even though it's only been 9 hours

Pulling Through

there are so many things i’d like to say or ask. why? why not? whats going on? what happened? work related questions, you know.

i find myself waiting for nothing. hoping for something blank. i’m not alone but damn i feel bad for everyone else thats in the same position too.

she is my planet. my everything. i’m not joking. i spend every waking moment i can with her because i want to be next to her and i don’t care about being with my friends or anything. they’ve all known me long enough, they don’t need to see me as much as she does.

i’m short on this end of the stick. i love her, like i haven’t loved in a long time.

well, moving on.

A Drag

through the water, i logged the sample of filters that consistanly worked around a clock. the allure of clock towers. the allure of clock hands. the allure of clock bells. its just a drag after a while. the bricks that were put together were small, and so many bricks that were together built it up to a symbol

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Teamwork

Last night, we got SLAMMED at Big Boy, and the coolest thing happened. I was washing dishes as fast as I could, considering the many many tables that we were getting bussed. Anyhow, Janet came in for about 15/20 mins if not even longer and helped out, then Janelle came in and helped out for a while, and then Joe helped me finish them up. I felt so grateful for all that help, and it made me feel like we were deff working as a team, in that tiny little dishroom trying to move dirty objects at the speed of… well that damn long ass wash cycle.

Something

I’m so happy for myself :]

Mininova, has passed away